Emancipation of Thoughts

I am selfish but I am willing to be selfless
Growth is what I want Maturity is what I need

Wisdom is my weapon Pride is my shield
but being alone is my WEAKNESS

I have been immune from being
a loner since birth but I have learned to search for
a companion but I never tried to become open that failure
really exist and that it will never diminish… despite all this
i will teach myself and pursue to learn acceptance and how to become
stronger.

I will consider the fact that perfection has no place in
this bare world… I am strong but i will be STRONGER
I am good but I will learn to become Better.
I am a person but I will now learn how to become
HUMANE!

enjoying life and finding more of genuine happiness! 19 years have past and all i want now is to go back from year one wanting to change everything that i have done wrong with my growth as a human being- i know that in some parts of my life i have done something wrong.

I’m now trying to correct my fault that i have done to my personality the freedom that i have once deny the happiness that i have been depriving from myself. I am now accepting the fact that I’m turning 19, old enough to experience life. . .

I have found my self i have found my identity. . .i have been alone because of my frustrations and the time has come for me to forget each and every failure i have done living the shadows of the past will not do me any good but what i need to note is NOW-The PRESENT. I must and I will Live in the Present and consider the future. . .

I’ll open my own cage though it’s late, it’s still good that i have realized that I was trapped. . . Trapped by my own stupidity but through walking on the paths of darkness having a little light
of match stick- I have found my own wisdom which served as the key to my freedom from being a prisoner. . . "this is my now" and I know "I can fly like an Eagle"